Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Back in the day!

Tonight my husband surprised me with this!!! he found my old blog!!! I did not keep my blog up for long.. lol just about a month, but how cool is it to look back and read what I was thinking and feeling at 19 years old and engaged!! Here are a few of the posts from my old blog!! back B4 I was a wife, mother and business owner! Ahhhh the carefree life of a college student!!! lol


4/01/03

HI WORLD............ YOU HAVE ENTERED THE TWISTED MIND OF NIKKI SCHAIRER........... ENJOY THE RIDE............. I AM A 19 WOMAN, EXPLORING WHAT THE WORLD HOLDS OUTSIDE OF THE FLORIDA KEYS................ MY JOURNEY HAS BEEN A HARD ONE. BUT VERY REWARDING...... I HAVE MADE A PITSTOP IN THE LIL TOWN OF GRACEVILLE, FLORIDA........ A LONG 13 HRS, AWAY FROM HOME....... WHY HERE U ASK????? WELL THERE IS A LIL COLLEGE (THE BAPTIST COLLEGE OF FLORIDA) THAT I HAVE MADE MY HOME.......

4/02/2003
I HAVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE COME AND GO, IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE........ GOOD OR BAD, THEY LEFT A PRINT........ SOME HAVE MADE A BIG IMPACT...WHILE OTHERS HAVE LEFT A FINE FINGER PRINT IN MY LIFE...... I WAS LAYING IN THE GRASS, WITH MY BOYFRIEND BESIDE ME, AND MY BESTFRIEND PLAYING FOOTBALL IN THE BACKROUND, AND IT MADE ME THINK OF HOW POEPLE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE......... I RECALED A WAITRES I HAD OVER SIX MONTHS AGO, IN A SMALL WAFFLE HOUSE...... SHE WAS SO KIND AND LOVING....... THERE WAS THIS PEACE ABOUT HER THAT JUST MADE YOU SMILE....... BECAUSE OF THIS WAITRES, WAFFLE HOUSE IS MY FAVORITE 3 AM BREAKFAST SPOT........(AND YES I KNOW THE FOOD IS NOT VERY GOOD THERE........) I THINK OF BAD DAYS I HAVE HAD, HOW A STRANGERS SMILE CAN MAKE THE WHOLE WORLD A SHADE BRIGHTER... OR THE DIRTY LOOK FROM A FRIEND, WILL SHATTER ALL YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS....... WE DONT REALISE THE POWER OF KINDNESS....... IF WE DID WE WOULDENT HURT THOSE THAT WE LOVE.. WE ALL NEED TO SIT BACK AND REALISE HOW DIFFRENT OUR LIVES WOULD BE WITHOUT THOSE WE LOVE........ SO MABE WE SHOULD TREAT THEM BETTER, AND GIVE THEM A REASON TO STAY..........


4/4/03

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FORGIVE OURSELFES, WHEN GOD HAS ALREADY FORGOTTEN?


4/10/2003 (OHHHH I have just realized I wrote this post 4 years to the date B4 I gave birth to my daughter!!!! how trippy that I was thinking about my future children 4 years to the day B4 I became a mom!!!)

AS I SIT HERE, I FIND THAT I AM OVERWELMED WITH PRIDE, FOR AMERICA......... SO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FOUGHT, AND THOSE WHO WILL FIGHT......... IF IT WASENT FOR YOUR SACRIFICES, WE WOULDENT KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF FREADOM...... IT WOULD BE A WORD THAT WE WOULD ONLY DREAM OF........ TO THOSE WHO HAVE DIED, MAKING THIS WORLD WHAT IT IS TODAY, I TIP MY HAT TO YOU. KNOWING MY KIDS WILL LIVE IN A SAFER WORLD BECAUSE OF YOU........ YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.............


4/11/03

THIS IS TO MY BABY, WHO LOVES ME WITH A HEART OF GOLD........ HE FIGHTS THE DARKNESS, TO BRING JUST A MOMENT OF LIGHT........... HE CALMS MY SPERIT, WITH A TOUCH OF HIS HAND........... MAKES ME FEEL LIKE, A REAL PRINCESS.......... TO MY BABY, JEFFERSON FRANKLIN EVERSON, YOU HAVE MY HEART, AND ONE DAY YOU WILL HAVE MY SOUL........ MY HUSBAN TO BE........... THE LOVE OF MY LIFE............ I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO BE YOUR WIFE........... I LOVE YOU BABY.............


4/12/03

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY........ YOU HAVE MADE MY WORLD A BETTER PLACE...... EVERYTHING YOU ARE, IS EVERYTHING TO ME........... YOU HAVE TAKEN ME FROM THE DARK........ INTO A SUNNY FEILD.......... KISSED MY TEARS AWAY...... WITH YOU I AM SAFE.......... NOT EVEN THE DEAMONS OF MY PAST CAN TOUCH ME NOW........ DREAMS OF TERRIOR, ARE NOW DREAMS OF YOU.......... BROKEN PROMISES....... HATEFULL HEARTS........ NOW SEAM SO SMALL..... SO INSIDNIFFICANT........ THE WORLD USTO BE SO BIG, SO SCARY....... NOW WITH YOUR HAND IN MINE......... I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE..........

2 comments:

Tess January 7, 2009 at 12:27 AM  

Blast from the past's are always an interesting read! :)

snaphappee January 7, 2009 at 7:50 AM  

That is interesting that you were thinking of your future children on that day!

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